2017 · 2017 | Photos · 2017 | Pregnancy

Preparing for the baby & celebration 

Wooh, today has been one stressful day. First I haven’t felt baby move or kick today – which gives me stress – and to keep my mind occupied I started with the baby room. It’s already July 31rst today! Tomorrow it’s August 1! Omg. So me and M put the shelf back up (the glass one) and he moved the black shelf from the living room to the baby’s room and I started to organize the clothes in the boxes. Body’s in one, pants in second, jackets and t-shirts in the third and pyjamas in the last. It looks messy right now but it will get better. We just started today so be patient! Haha! The clock on the top self is actually my daddy’s. I love it and I want it to be in the baby’s room ♡ pictures and everything else will be up on the walls later. I can’t wait til everything is done. 

Top pictures is how the rocking chair looked like. Supposed to be white but yellow after someone’s ass, back and neck so I decided when I bought it that I’m gonna fix it up. So we are painting it white and gonna have a quote on the neck part but don’t know which quote yet. I’m still looking.
M also fixed the ROCKING chair. I dont know what it calls but he did work on it so now we only need to paint it a few times and it’s ready til the baby is here! One less thing to stress about. We have so much stuff right now for our baby but the only thing we need is a crib / bed and a changing table but that will come later when it’s getting closer. 

➡️ Celebration / Today we also celebrated my sister’s birthday. Funny part is, she turned 31 on 31rst and in week 31. Haha! Yesterday my sister and her husband celebrated one year as married. Can you believe it!? Time really flies! Wow! Happy birthday A and congratulations on your wedding anniversary! 

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Photo album 

Today, I bought a simple photo album to my photos I’ve printed out and want to save. It was quickly done to add them into the album but when I put the picture of my dad in the album, it got a little bit harder.

Not the fanciest photo album but at least my photos are together and not spread around in the apartment. It will be a book I can look in when ever I feel sad and later on I’ll fix a better book. It’s good for now. I also added our ultrasound pictures so they are not out in sunlight or getting risked to get ruined. 

322 days today since we became one. Already. Shit the time flies. Haha! 299 days since you asked me the question. 198 days since I said I do. The time really flies when you have fun. I’ve been pregnant for 188 days. We have known for 55 days that you’re a little Prince 💙 and it’s only 89 days til my due date. Omg! 😱 

2016.09.11 ♡ 2016.10.04 ♡ 2017.01.12 

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A moment next to the waves

​2017.07.15 ~ need to get a time off from life


So I asked my man if we could go to the waters. I wanted to swim. I wanted to see and hear the water. I needed a break from life for a moment. A childhood friend of my sister C lost her both babies. Rest in peace angels ♡ and it got me super scared. What if something happens to my baby? So many thoughts went through my head and I couldn’t stop cry. So I asked my man if we could go to the waters. 
A moment next to the waters, clear my head, take deep breathes and just calm down. Exactly what I needed. I took a swim. It was fun. First swim as a pregnant woman. Now the baby is kicking. Lovely feeling. 
I’m more calm. I need my waters sometimes. I don’t know why but I feel like I’m home when I’m next to the waters. The waters is calling me. 
First time on 3 years I swam in a lake. First time for my man to swim in Swedish waters.

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Date time with dinosuar

Hey ghosts! Sorry for not blogging so much lately. I have been super stressed and super busy on the same time as I haven’t felt any good. Anyway, Saturday, me and the dinosaur went to the town to go to the library to print out some important papers and stuff. We ran around in the town to do errands. After that I wanted to go to the carnival that was in town for the weekend. And let me just say ~ I’ve grown up with that my whole life and I saw so much problems with the attractions, so much that needed to fix etc. I saw stuff that people normally don’t pay attention to. Anyway, I had fun! Alone time with the dinosaur, alot of laughter and smiles. He recorded  (and i) for his youtube channel that I’m gonna sit down and edit for him. Yes he does the recording and I edit. Lol! Video will come later I promise.

Can you see the Spice Girls? I was so happy when I saw the painting!!! I love them!

Even though my body was in so much pain, I had fun! We walked around, did some lotteries ~ which I won on! Woop! And he went on a ride ~ that will also be in the video later. There was one guy who worked there that was so rude. He laughed in my face when I told him that the claw machine has taken my money and wasn’t working. As a customer I know I can demand them to put up a sign that it’s not working. But getting just laughed because I wanted my money back. So angry as I was, I went to a guy who worked there and I explained what happened and he said that that guy is rude and stupid but he would fix it 🙂 so for the problems we got that little  minion and I laughed at that guy! Yes I actually laughed at the guy because he threw that toy down in pure madness and I thought he was ridiculous! 

But I didn’t let that ruin my day. We continued on with our date and let me just say that I fell asleep quickly that night. Lol! But we were both happy, we were both having fun and I told dinosaur that this is the type of date I like. Not romantic stuff like dinner at a resturant etc. 
you guys should have seen his face when we got the minion. I knew that dinosaur loves the minions and that smile. Oh wow Haha 🙂

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First time Fishing | cold like winter & super mad

Hi Ghosts! How are you all today!? Today I haven’t felt so good but managed to get a little bit energy to go with my nephew fishing.  He called and asked if me and M could go with him and I said yes. I love fishing and I know M has never fished before so why not?! Experience for him and a lot of fun for all off us. So we went to G and I was the only one who got a fish to chase my fishing stick. Lol! G is kinda jealous of that! Haha!

First spot we fished at. We had to change location because standing like this was hurting my back so bad. So we went to an other place. 

When we came to this location I saw an owl and the boys did too so it ended up me running to the area where the owl landed but me and M didn’t find him 😦 boo. After a while being here, I decided to take the guys home for a while because my back was really hurting and I was hungry so home we went and I did mini pizzas. Which gives me throat burn all the time! But they are so damn good! Haha! After maybe 15 minutes we went out again. Time to fish! But this time we had food, drinks and a stool with us. 

I was eating one sandwich  (mini pizza) while they were fishing and then I started to fish which lead to that stupid fish chasing my stick in the water. Haha! So it all ended up us three trying to find that fish again and we did but we decided to go home. We were supposed to go fish tomorrow as well but that won’t be because we have so much to do before Monday! It’s crazy! 

So that was a little bit about few hours with my boys and a massive ass back pain. I’m posting this while being in a hot shower 😂 don’t judge me 😂

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One evening in the town

So as you might have read, I ended up at the emergency the other day. Luckily I didn’t need to stay over the night. AlHamdulillah for that! Ugh! The hospitals gives me shivers. Anyway, after getting the permission to go home, we had some time to kill before the busses came – I had my beloved alien with me at the emergency so we hung out all off us together. Which was so nice. Girls and my husband together. A lot of laughter, smiles and everything I needed that night with all the pains etc. We walked around at the harbor and I felt so relaxed but also stressed on the same time. I was in pain and I was freezing. I only had shorts on me because it was laundry day. Ugh. And it was kinda windy at the harbor but hey, I saw the water and it made me smile. I feel like most at home when Iam at the water.


I mean, who doesn’t lve this view? Water, boats and everything! I sure do! And I really hope and wish that we one day will be able to live next to the water. That is one of my biggest dreams actually. To own a house by the water. Imagine, waking up everyday and hear the oceans waves and the birds singing and screaming? Oh wow. Makes me wanna move right now! Lol!


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We even saw this beauty! I mean, how gorgeous isn’t this? Pink and beautiful! Lol! I would love to have this one but nah, i would kill myself! My balance is horrible now. Before I was one of the best one on balance and now? Lol! What a joke! I even fall on flat ground! That’s how clumpsy I’ve become!



So that was a little bit about the “AFTER EMERGENCY” lol. I don’t know what I’m thinking or writing. Lol! I hope you all understand this post! Muwah!

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Sunset and stressing feelings

So lately I haven’t felt good.  Stressed, pain in stomach and body but I’m still alive. I’m actually very thankful for these moments because I know I’m alive and I know I can handle even more. On April 30th I took dinosaur to this bonfires Sweden has this day to celebrate that spring is here and we ended up that day with two girls sleeping over at our place. It was so much fun. We watched movie and laughed together. After that the pains started really bad and last night it was horrible. It ended up us going to the emergency. Blood tests, urintests etc.  Ugh. It showed that I have urine infection.  Sounds fun huh!? Not really! So I got strict orders from the doctor ~~ much rest and no sex! Yes I wrote the sex part because that’s what he said. We did the laundry yesterday but didn’t finish it because of this trip to the emergency so today we are doing it. I’m feeling better today but I still have the pain but no blood is coming so I’m happy about that.  Yes it came blood all off the sudden and apparently that is common when you have the UI.  Hm. I’ve never heard of that. So today I’m trying to rest as much as possible. Drinking alot of water and sleep for hours. I’ve already been sleeping once today ~ I feel like a kid having to take Napa during the days. Cooking dinner and watch youtube is what it says on the agenda today. Oh and laundry but my head is killing so the dinosaur is doing the most part of it. Do I need to say that iam super stressed because of all this!?

I’m gonna go now . Just wanted to pop in and post. I’ll blog more later.