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Date time with dinosuar

Hey ghosts! Sorry for not blogging so much lately. I have been super stressed and super busy on the same time as I haven’t felt any good. Anyway, Saturday, me and the dinosaur went to the town to go to the library to print out some important papers and stuff. We ran around in the town to do errands. After that I wanted to go to the carnival that was in town for the weekend. And let me just say ~ I’ve grown up with that my whole life and I saw so much problems with the attractions, so much that needed to fix etc. I saw stuff that people normally don’t pay attention to. Anyway, I had fun! Alone time with the dinosaur, alot of laughter and smiles. He recorded  (and i) for his youtube channel that I’m gonna sit down and edit for him. Yes he does the recording and I edit. Lol! Video will come later I promise.

Can you see the Spice Girls? I was so happy when I saw the painting!!! I love them!

Even though my body was in so much pain, I had fun! We walked around, did some lotteries ~ which I won on! Woop! And he went on a ride ~ that will also be in the video later. There was one guy who worked there that was so rude. He laughed in my face when I told him that the claw machine has taken my money and wasn’t working. As a customer I know I can demand them to put up a sign that it’s not working. But getting just laughed because I wanted my money back. So angry as I was, I went to a guy who worked there and I explained what happened and he said that that guy is rude and stupid but he would fix it 🙂 so for the problems we got that little  minion and I laughed at that guy! Yes I actually laughed at the guy because he threw that toy down in pure madness and I thought he was ridiculous! 

But I didn’t let that ruin my day. We continued on with our date and let me just say that I fell asleep quickly that night. Lol! But we were both happy, we were both having fun and I told dinosaur that this is the type of date I like. Not romantic stuff like dinner at a resturant etc. 
you guys should have seen his face when we got the minion. I knew that dinosaur loves the minions and that smile. Oh wow Haha 🙂

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First time Fishing | cold like winter & super mad

Hi Ghosts! How are you all today!? Today I haven’t felt so good but managed to get a little bit energy to go with my nephew fishing.  He called and asked if me and M could go with him and I said yes. I love fishing and I know M has never fished before so why not?! Experience for him and a lot of fun for all off us. So we went to G and I was the only one who got a fish to chase my fishing stick. Lol! G is kinda jealous of that! Haha!

First spot we fished at. We had to change location because standing like this was hurting my back so bad. So we went to an other place. 

When we came to this location I saw an owl and the boys did too so it ended up me running to the area where the owl landed but me and M didn’t find him 😦 boo. After a while being here, I decided to take the guys home for a while because my back was really hurting and I was hungry so home we went and I did mini pizzas. Which gives me throat burn all the time! But they are so damn good! Haha! After maybe 15 minutes we went out again. Time to fish! But this time we had food, drinks and a stool with us. 

I was eating one sandwich  (mini pizza) while they were fishing and then I started to fish which lead to that stupid fish chasing my stick in the water. Haha! So it all ended up us three trying to find that fish again and we did but we decided to go home. We were supposed to go fish tomorrow as well but that won’t be because we have so much to do before Monday! It’s crazy! 

So that was a little bit about few hours with my boys and a massive ass back pain. I’m posting this while being in a hot shower 😂 don’t judge me 😂

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You make my heart smile


When ever I’m with you I feel safe. When we are apart I feel like I’m gonna break down. Having your arms around me makes me feel like nothing can hurt me. I’m so happy to have you in my life.

“People have searched for centuries to find the right way to say “I love you” and to try to explain those butterflies in your stomach, that warm fuzzy feeling in your belly and that heart skipping a beat. ” ~ Unknown

You give me strength, you give me a reason to wake up in the mornings. I love you M with all my heart. I wish I could show you how much I love you. How much I appreciate you. How much I truly mean the words ” I love You “. Honey, the way you make me feel, I’ve never felt like this for anyone. The love I have for you is a love that no one can take away from you. One day I will give you everything you want. One day I will make you proud.

Habibi, my dinosaur, I love you so much my heart hurts. When I see you I get butterflies in my stomach. When I hear your voice I never want you to be quiet. Honey, my love for you is so big that my heart will explode soon. Being with you makes me feel like I’m the luckiest girl in the world. On this planet.

Two countries, one love. Two hearts and one life. I can’t wait and see what the future holds for us. I know that I will be in that future with you. I’ll never leave you. I love you so much my Dinosaur ♡

I can’t wait to create all memories with you

and share all the moments with you ♡

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Town × 2

Ghosts! Iam so tired and exhausted from yesterday’s adventures! Walking so much in boots is nothing I recommend! My hips and back is killing! Wow! Anyway yesterday we went to Söderhamn and Gävle. Meetings and meetings all day. 3H wait for something that took maximum one minute was ridiculous but we did what we went there to do and after we went to Gävle.  We were supposed to have a meeting there as well but it got canceled at the last minute but it was alright. Me and Dinosaur spend some quality time together. The sun was shining and the birds were singing. I can’t believe we are moving to this small little town soon. Sure my personal opinion about the town is that it is so boring but it will be so much better Living there than living here and I think it will get better by time.

 Söderhamn ~ cute place but so boring. The centrum… lol. Wow

Waiting on the train from Söderhamn to Gävle. 

Walking around in Gävle and spent some time together. Goofing around and just enjoying each other’s company. We found this cute heart and I just had to take photos of him with it. He told me to delete the photos and I was like HEEELL no! I love these photos  🙂 

After few hours we decided to take the train back to Hudiksvall to go home. Alicia came over when we came home and after she left… I don’t think I’ve ever fallen asleep that fast before. Lol! My body was and still are so exhausted. 



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Beeing away from the person you love is hard but thankfully there is ways to communicate with each other. I miss my Dinosaur so much and last night he actually made me cry. I know it is crazy and weird but that’s how much I miss him.

He is the grey part and I’m the blue. We both say this when we say I love you. It means so much.

You see guys, even though we are married and we are in the same country, we miss each other. I love him and he loves me and like I said, last night he made me cry. Not only because of this message but everything we said. Since I met him, I’ve become so sensitive.  I cry for no reason. I know it’s weird and I’m a loser but I can’t help it. 

I miss my Dinosaur so much but thankfully he will be home again in two days! 

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Town with Alien and the Dinosaur 

Sundsvall | feelings | closure 

Me and the dinosaur went to sundsvall with alien to finally bring home her cat’s ashes. A time I thought she would break down but I’m proud of her! She is so strong so strong! Her eyes only teared up but nothing else. Wow! I’m so proud of her. I understand that a loss off an animal which is considered a family member is horrible. I lost Bentley only two days after Elins kitty had to leave us.

First thing we did when we went to the town was showing Elin those little houses at the fountain with Christmas decorations. So so cute! I love them even tho I don’t like Santa’s but they are cute. After that we just walked around in the town before we took the bus to IKEA and the mall. 

Aliens photos ~ thank you Elin for letting me use these. I didn’t take so much photos yesterday.

After the lunch / dinner we just walked around at the mall. Nothing special was bought. Just a few frames etc.  ~ The photos of IKEA is mine. That’s all I took photos off. Lol silly me!

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My husband 

We will buy frames in the right size and put up photos of us on the walls so start build our memory wall ♡ the photo is right now on the frame where my dad’s death add or what it calls was in the newspapers and my last Christmas present from him ♡

My husband ~ Manne is the best person ever. I’m so happy to call him my husband. This man always makes me smile and laugh. He makes me feel that I have a reason to live. My husband, is my rock, he is the one I can cry to. He is really the dream man and I love him so much. Having him in my life is a blessing, and having him in my future is a dream. I can’t wait to do everything we are talking about! Words can’t really describe Manne, to me he is perfect. I will try write some words but trust me, this man is a dream! He is funny, kind, spontaneous  {not like me though 😉 } , weird and childish.  Just like me!!!! To me we feel like a perfect match. We both are ridiculously childish and we do everything to make each other laugh. But to be honest, I’m more weird than him. 

Blessing is not enough to say about having him in my life. He came into my life when I needed someone as the most. He brought me up again after falling so hard. He made me smile, he made me laugh. After my dad’s death, I thought I would never be able to laugh or smile again. Like real laugh and have a real smile. But somehow Manne manage to help me do that. This man, is everything I ask for and I’m truly blessed to have him. 

Yes I will write stuff like this sometimes in my blog. I’m in love. I’m happy. I’m ready for the future. 

I know you are reading this My Dinosaur