So I asked my man if we could go to the waters. I wanted to swim. I wanted to see and hear the water. I needed a break from life for a moment. A childhood friend of my sister C lost her both babies. Rest in peace angels ♡ and it got me super scared. What if something happens to my baby? So many thoughts went through my head and I couldn’t stop cry. So I asked my man if we could go to the waters.
A moment next to the waters, clear my head, take deep breathes and just calm down. Exactly what I needed. I took a swim. It was fun. First swim as a pregnant woman. Now the baby is kicking. Lovely feeling.
I’m more calm. I need my waters sometimes. I don’t know why but I feel like I’m home when I’m next to the waters. The waters is calling me.
First time on 3 years I swam in a lake. First time for my man to swim in Swedish waters.